Odds and sods Funeral: …the word funeral starts with the word fun….have we been pronouncing it wrong this whole time?! Nutrition: A few...

Attachment. Did you know you can buy urns on Amazon? Amazing! I actually didn’t know there are many options in the death business! Call...

And life continues on….and it’s weird. I went to the mall and bought a few gifts today (still don’t know what we’re doing for Christmas...

'My body has been a good friend, but I won't need it in the end' ~ Cat Stevens I’m grappling with existence and our connection to the...

Today I sat in the Vermillion room at the Banff Springs Hotel overlooking the mountains…and the scotch and tequila in the forefront. I...

It’s been 6ish hours and 7 days (not quite the Sinead song but close). I pulled into the Banff Springs Hotel (my dear friend offered to...

Faya helping me write this evening This morning I got up; showered; got dressed; did my hair and decided today I was going to be ok...or...

I hit a wall today. Trying to sort out the ‘business of dying’ dropped me to the floor. Just needed to crumple by my desk for a minute so...

Slainté Today was for laughter. Tears too….sharing times with friends reminiscing; making inappropriate jokes about Fraser’ in his...

Random thoughts: 1. Waterproof mascara is more water ‘resistant’…maybe it’s the salt from tears that render it useless? Either way, I...

And all of a sudden it’s bedtime again soon. My days are now filled with the ‘business of dying’.  Getting our Will; finding clothes…but...

Yesterday I was a wife and today I’m a widow. Only hours have passed (ridiculously long hours), no major milestones 'since'....and I am...

Shins I love time stamps….ie. 12:12/2:22/3:33 etc…but especially 11:11 or 1:11. (4:20 is fun too but for different reasons). I call it...

I’m feeling the pressure today to come up with something brilliant as many of you have commented what this blog means to you. And I can’t...

I took this photo at the cottage this summer. It was the call of this single loon looking for her mate that led me to her. And tonight I...

Northern Lights appeared as we walked this evening...I've never seen them in Calgary before Love I was invited to, again join Fraser ‘in...

Fuckity fuck fuck fuck. That’s about as articulate as I can get today. My thoughts are scattered and I don’t understand…but who can?!...

Time has somehow passed. 35 years together; 29 years of marriage); 26 years (Connor); 24 years (Caelin); 15 years (Sprout)…and now time...