Well, it finally happened. 💕 My first vivid dream of Fraser. I’ve felt like maybe I haven’t dreamt of him because it might be too...

💫3 years ago, in the midst of lockdowns etc., Fraser managed to pull off a fabulous surprise party for me. He always went that extra...

I am forgetting. Forgetting what it’s like to have Fraser near. To be held by him. And as I allow that space to be filled with emptiness...

I’ve been sitting here, in this wheat field by the ‘Halfway Tree’. I don’t know where it’s halfway to (or from), but it apparently even...

I don’t want to ‘tomorrow’. ‘Tomorrow’ is Fraser’s, or ‘would be’ Fraser’s 55th birthday. How unfair for him not to be here. How do we...

‘You exist in this life in the world of the relative, where one thing can exist only insofar as it relates to another. This is at one and...

June 11, 1994 June 11, 1988, Fraser and I ‘made it official’ to ‘go out’ with each other. June 11, 1994, Fraser and I were married. As...

In 2022 Fraser and Caelin went on an adventure to Paris to celebrate Caelin’s graduation. Due to travel mandates I was not able to join...

6 months My dad used to travel lots for work and vacations. The sound of silence throughout the household was something we were used to....

If I had written this 3 days ago, even the computer screen would be soaked in tears. Today, however, with the help and support from...

He spoiled me 💕 Fraser and I treated ourselves to some beautiful organic Egyptian cotton sheets in September. We justified a few treats...

These two helped me find my smile that I actually recognize🙏 I just had the best trip! My heart felt full and thought its only fair to...

1991 I cried at the gym again. Not only do I cry, but I also judge myself for not being able to focus on the simplest moves. I do not...

Moon Palace gift store...with our dear friend, Stephanie💕 I dreamt of Fraser the other night. Dreamt (dreamed and dreamt are both...

I saw a meme the other day that said something super inspirational like, ‘find the blessings’. So many inspirational quotes out there!...

We've been together since the late 1900's (circa 1991) First crush; first kiss; first ‘real’ kiss (you know what I mean😉); first love;...

Elevator for one? ...or 4 French people 😁 “How are you? I mean, um, how are you doing? Oh, I’m sorry, it’s a stupid question, ummmm….”...

I’ve heard people say, ‘dimes are a sign of love from someone on the other side’. I guess I’ve never really thought much about it…until...

*there are no photos of Fraser in bed to go along with this post😆 So, Thailand. We 'won' the trip on a silent auction, I mean, as Fraser...

Faya and her faithful leader Our doggo….but, you know when they misbehave? Then they are definitely someone else’s dog. This week (most...